3 of Swords | 2 of Wands | Queen of Cups
(Back story for the 3 of Swords: Page of Cups | 5 of Pentacles | King of Swords)
What do you need to express? What do you need to feel? What do you need to release?
The choice to end it was the right thing to do, but you know this, the back story just continues to haunt you. How can you actively release these painful memories?
The back story:
At the time he may have been the smartest person you had ever met, but he was not emotionally available and he was never able to appreciate the intuitive artist within you. The love, compassion and creativity you had to offer was meant to inspire and impress, but he was never able to truly see you. You wanted to be taken seriously as an artist, but all of your attempts to prove yourself were met by someone who didn’t understand you have the soul of an artist. You lovingly offered all that you had, not knowing that he would never be able to reciprocate the love, compassion, vulnerability or kindness you had to offer. He didn’t deserve you.
It took you many years to make the decision to end it, but you did it. You knew there was nothing left of the person you were, the only option was to risk starting over. The young, loving, creative and spiritual person you were was suffering and suffocating from a type of emotional, physical and spiritual impoverishment that had been place on you by another person. That’s not how you wanted to live your life. The only option was to start over.
You’ve done a lot of work on those memories, but they continue to rear their ugly head. Now, it looks like you are finally ready to let them go once and for all.
I see someone actively saying goodbye to a painful past and embracing a hopeful future. You don’t have all of the answers but you have a curious spirit and there is someone in your environment you are able to trust with your backstory. Someone with a similar spirit to your own. You were always meant to connect with someone who was able to see you. This person offers you adventure, nurturance, creativity and love. You finally met your spiritual match in someone who sees you for the artist you are. Together, you go out to meet success and adventure knowing that a curious, kind and hopeful heart have a way of softening your view of the world.
What is being offered to you at this time? Saying yes will lead you on the adventure of a lifetime.